Hey everyone...

I am here wit a bag of skittles in my hands.. n i cant sleep...Yup im bak from Brazil.. it was fun.. i missed my babe n home tho...but anyhow shyts good..updated dis site n got sum new pics.. regardless just here thinkin bout life.. its funny how life can change including yourself, ur friends, and ur thoughts bout life.. its hard to understand which concepts u should continue to retrieve and which ones better left disposed.. how can i make da rite choice? dats wat im tryin to figure out.. how can i become a better person n noe dat ..dat choice will only make my life n those who roam around me da most important ppl ..be satisfied? I just dont know what to think or how to act anymore cuz no matta wat i do or change im neva satisfied n im only gonna end up pushin away da ones dat i love..Dis sucks.. i gotta figure myself out..

<3 Steph

......U NeVa KnOw WhAt U HaVe TiLl ItS GoNe.....

Been dere done dat ..yet things dont seem to change.. i just dont get it anymore.. i thought love was enuff..i thought lies werent a part of suttin so perfect.. yet i was proven wrong again...

I CanT LiVe WiT U oR WiT oUt U........

Perfect scenerio cuz i love u but dis is just tiring but yet my life wit out u is incomplete.. how do i make da rite decision and still maintain satisfied.. idk ..i go thru dis time to time n its da same thing... but no matta what da love is da same or stronger.. so its painful to turn away! <-3

                                                       <3 StephY

 Hey ...

 Last friday i attended my junior prom.. it was tons of fun.. it was at ole'.. i took my hubby and we picked up my bro leo n his date ... we was jammin n dancin all nite long.. it was a nite to remember.. if ya want to see pics click www.xanga.com/clyck/ he got dem in his site.. im too lazzy lol.. anyhow life is good full of up n downs as usual da friends is good n hubby is good too just u noe sometimes life just throws things at you dat u begin to wonder bout if everything is wat u thought it was.. but i guess ima just let life take its course n leave it all in God's hands n hope dat in da end im not da one hurt and dat hopefully its all a misunderstanding like always or else just show me all da proof n my blindness will unleash n i can become who i need to be n find da strength to leave.. hopefully we wont have to revert to dat.. regardless special thanx to:

* leo fo helpin me out n being dere.. damn its been a couple of weeks n ur already considerin me ur sis n i basically gotta consider u my bro cuz u look out fo me n hear me out thanx soooo much...

                                         ..and.. 

 * of course to my hubby.. even tho he dont read dis --> I love u no matter what, even if things dont end up how we want married, a big house, n  kids ur my first love n i will never forget u n ull always be in my heart forever..

                          8'22'03 Stephy

I got my braces off!!

Im sooo Officially Happy!!

 Now i can do this --->

Hey...

   Just updating n saying whats up to everyone.. me nuttin much has been happenin just the usual.. chillen wit my girlz n dealin wit skool.. dis week i've been goin in at like 11 cuz of testing dats bangin i get extra time for sleep.. otha then that everythings been good.. i've been chillen with hubby everyday.. n life is good cant complain at all.. just gotta say life is so small n its funny how a person you could've liked sooo much in the past ... now you look at them n u realize what you have now is sooo much more betta then the facade you had encountered in your life when you were younger.. i love my man so much n i wont give him up fo nuttin... 8-22-03 goin on strong till forever!!

                                                             <3 Stephy

p.s my layout is a inside joke...